soko

Well, I'm out of the military. They thought it best to get rid of me, so exit the life style did I.
Right now I am sitting in arizona with all my old friends from highschool, thinking to myself "where did I go right?"
I have been an asshole to every person I know, yet I am still staying decently happy.
The guilt, however, is catching up to me.
for some reason my mind feels the need to go a country in distance, just to apologize to someone.

I guess something is changing in me.
I believe in my head, the one thing that I want more than anything at this moment in my life is to be able to look back and not feel to much guilt for the current actions I am taking.
ah well, I guess that's it for now.