soko

I had a nightmare about work last night.
When I logged in to check and see what was up apparently we were having some problems.
I don't know which is worse, having a nightmare about work - or checking up on work because I had a nightmare about it. Maybe I should take a vacation. Of course, I have no where to go. no one...
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I exist once again.
yay.

as it nears the end, I say goodbye.
Goodbye to those who never listen, those who never speak, those who never read.
farewell.
farewell...
farewell.

(Until I decide i'm going to start paying for it again).

-Soko

i'm fucking tired of humanity
a rant that everyone at one point in their lives has bitched, and myself? Well I've bitched about it a few times..
I went to smoke before I started.
and as I became extremely pissed off, worse than before... I have come to the conclusion that even typing this much was a fucking waste of my god damn time.

I title this piece:
Suicidal Scuba Rat.

We were sitting out talking bullshit, smoking... just the usual wakeup items around here.
the topic was about dildos and how you could make them out of a pen, a remote control car or a fishtank air purifier thing.

I decide it's time to empty the AC water bucket, so off I walk to the bucket, and what...
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"I'm not kidding, people were calling in."

They were complaining because you were sweating?

"no, nice warnings... people were saying that I was having a heart attack."
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another worthless movie.
It seems that is all I do here anymore, write little scripts that do simple things that amaze me, and watch old movies.
All I really want is to sit on a couch with...
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aww, I have a friend now!
So chipper!
thats all for today

goodmorning, wellmet, helloooo
this morning is a great morning
well, I guess.
for the first time in quite some time, I woke up with out thought of anything bad
I just wokeup, had a cig, and laid in bed.
it was nice, no worries, just relaxation.
always one day that is good during a time of depression, so it's a nice change of pace.
I...
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sitting in an uncomfortable position, staring at the laptop that is twisted on my leg, I ponder things about various conversations had over the day.
It seems every day where I spend in silence just listening to people talk, My disgust for the human society gets worse, yet when I add in my two cents... it makes me think society isn't so bad.
I defend,...
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Sitting around at pilot smoking, drinking coffee, listening to music, making random jokes about stupid shit and the past, Q gets up, time to leave after he gets back.
Q comes back, we get ready, I feel the urge comming on.
that bloody taste in your mouth that has no match, the one that says to you on the inner side "you've fucking drank to...
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I don't think I'm going to bother doing proper anything for this writing. i'm to fucking tired to even look at what i'm writing. i just felt like writing...

I went out for a smoke before my shower, and I saw two ants. I looked at them starting at two seperate corners. I thought to myself one word, "fate". If fate existed, these two ants...
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Happy birthday every birthday person here.
For some fucked up reason, 9 months (give or take a couple weeks) people decided that fucking on that date must have been the only way to spawn?

It seems their are so many people with birthdays today, maybe it's just me....

Arizona is extremely hot....
I demand it rain more.