Otakon..
I'd have been better off not going.
Why does my family suck and why do I let them hurt me? They are supposed to be there for me... I think I let my guard down and expected too much.
My period is making it all so much worse..I stopped taking the pill even though everyone told me not to stop. Oh well I'm an idiot.
I think I'm going to abandon the optimistic point of view for awhile it hurts less when you are expecting it. I'm also going to stop whining about what I can't change.
So anyway there is some good news.. I got my first paycheck and it covers the money I spent on junk at Otakon and covers some other expenses. yay.
My boss is a really cool man. He is so interesting and strong. I am really impressed by him. He's experienced so much during his life and he tells awesome stories. This girl Elle who works at the library and is dating my friend Gutch saw me walking with him on one of my first days and told me he was an asshole.
I was shocked. It's weird how differently people see others.
I went to Tom Jones with this girl Katie before I left for the con. We talked for hours and didn't leave until 4:30am and then sat outside my house for another hour. It was nice to talk to her again it made me remember why we were friends in the first place..
I'm not in the best of places right now..
Maybe once I'm settled things will be better.
I bought a shirt and it says RAWR and it has a little kitty on it. Things aren't all bad
(i cant stop listening to the wicked soundtrack
)
I'd have been better off not going.
Why does my family suck and why do I let them hurt me? They are supposed to be there for me... I think I let my guard down and expected too much.
My period is making it all so much worse..I stopped taking the pill even though everyone told me not to stop. Oh well I'm an idiot.
I think I'm going to abandon the optimistic point of view for awhile it hurts less when you are expecting it. I'm also going to stop whining about what I can't change.
So anyway there is some good news.. I got my first paycheck and it covers the money I spent on junk at Otakon and covers some other expenses. yay.
My boss is a really cool man. He is so interesting and strong. I am really impressed by him. He's experienced so much during his life and he tells awesome stories. This girl Elle who works at the library and is dating my friend Gutch saw me walking with him on one of my first days and told me he was an asshole.
I was shocked. It's weird how differently people see others.
I went to Tom Jones with this girl Katie before I left for the con. We talked for hours and didn't leave until 4:30am and then sat outside my house for another hour. It was nice to talk to her again it made me remember why we were friends in the first place..
I'm not in the best of places right now..
Maybe once I'm settled things will be better.
I bought a shirt and it says RAWR and it has a little kitty on it. Things aren't all bad
(i cant stop listening to the wicked soundtrack
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That shirt sounds cute as hell. Hope you got some fun stuff to play with at Otakon. I watched a lot of anime this weekend . . . it was fun. I am so hooked.
Hang in there, gal.
miss you!
When do classes start?