I realized something the other night.. my sister has gotten everything I've ever wanted and guess what: She's not happy! It's hard to be bitter when you think about it that way.
It's hard to tell when someone who jokes around with you all the time is being serious. My one friend Jenn has been acting strange. She broke up with her girlfriend around when me and Finch did. She's been joking around or at least I thought joking around about having sex with me again (we had a thing last summer). Tonight she was like we could go up to my room right now
and I just smiled and laughed. When I was leaving she leaned over and whispered in my ear "I was kinda serious earlier" It's totally weird to me cause she's still sleeping with her ex.. meh.. I think she wants to use me to completely finish her old relationship.. or maybe its the lip ring (she lovvves lip rings)
It sucks being single again.. I have all these people seemingly hitting on me but I've always been so oblivious to this kind of attention that I don't know what's just being friendly and whats not.
I'm pretty sure I found a place to live (details later when I sign the lease.. I already put down a security deposit) wish me luck.
I got a smaller loop for my lip. Its awesome and I love it
I can eat so much easier now and I'm not so worried about it all the time.
Things are looking slightly up. I figure what ever happens happens.. and I'm going to have to deal with it either way so I have to take it for what it is and work with it.
My pets are the cutest things in the entire world and I love them so much its ridiculous
I have a lot to say right now but no more time.. I'm going to a diner with this girl I used to hate.. should be interesting.
I hope everyone is doing well.. I'm doing better. Not the best yet but maybe once things are together again.. we'll see. Thanks for being awesome
It's hard to tell when someone who jokes around with you all the time is being serious. My one friend Jenn has been acting strange. She broke up with her girlfriend around when me and Finch did. She's been joking around or at least I thought joking around about having sex with me again (we had a thing last summer). Tonight she was like we could go up to my room right now
and I just smiled and laughed. When I was leaving she leaned over and whispered in my ear "I was kinda serious earlier" It's totally weird to me cause she's still sleeping with her ex.. meh.. I think she wants to use me to completely finish her old relationship.. or maybe its the lip ring (she lovvves lip rings)
It sucks being single again.. I have all these people seemingly hitting on me but I've always been so oblivious to this kind of attention that I don't know what's just being friendly and whats not.
I'm pretty sure I found a place to live (details later when I sign the lease.. I already put down a security deposit) wish me luck.
I got a smaller loop for my lip. Its awesome and I love it
I can eat so much easier now and I'm not so worried about it all the time.
Things are looking slightly up. I figure what ever happens happens.. and I'm going to have to deal with it either way so I have to take it for what it is and work with it.
My pets are the cutest things in the entire world and I love them so much its ridiculous
I have a lot to say right now but no more time.. I'm going to a diner with this girl I used to hate.. should be interesting.
I hope everyone is doing well.. I'm doing better. Not the best yet but maybe once things are together again.. we'll see. Thanks for being awesome
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ginawa:
so what your saying is that your one of those hot girls that always end up getting hit on. but the girl does not know how hot she is. which in turn makes her even more attractive. throw in a great personality and we have a walking killer here. 
tadzi:
siv is right, youre a doll, that kinda thing is gonna happen...however, in that instance, you might very well be right, and i say trust your instincts.