soiraile

the elephants name is bill
and i sleep with him everynight
yay bill

ive been antzy lately about me..
ive been thinking tattoo piercings hair dyes etc...
sigh..
maybe im just following what finch is feeling b/c shes in the mood for a change..
i dont think its that
im feel kinda anxious about a lot of things lately.. maybe i just want a little controlled change.. something i can smile at

meh
harry potter night is tomorrow.. its hard to be excited b/c i cant read it right away ... so without the excitement its oh god... the store is going to be swarmed, trashed and full of stupid angry people .. its not worth it for just 20 pages.. but if i read more ill feel bad sigh sigh

i cant wait until im living with Finch ill smile a lot more which is good
my mom tried to make me smile today so she could take my picture adn she tried to get me to think of 10 things that make me happy and i didnt get very far and ended up all sad and depressed.. im so fucking emo sometimes its ridiculous