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My dog is getting old and its scary.
My mom is looking at options. If he doesn't stop peeing everywhere... well. I feel like my mom wanted my approval.
Today hasn't been super awesome. Last night I got very drunk. I don't like 'drunk Gina' very much. People prefer my kind of drunkenness (the I love you happy drunk) to the angry crazy drunks or the ones that cry a lot, but I don't like that complete loss of control. I always feel like a moron the next day.

I miss this girl.

Today was supposed to be nice. Indian food, smoking, Gremlins, Sin City and maybe Pans Labyrinth. But alas it fell through. I hate when the things I look forward to fall through. Oh well... I did get to sit on my ass all day which is pretty damn sweet. I don't think I will ever get to watch Sin City. It'll be like It's a Wonderful Life I never saw that either...

I didn't leave the house at all not even to smoke a cigarette yet somehow I still managed to make a fool of myself anyway. My roommate had a friend come over and we were all talking and by accident I farted. It can be awkward but usually no one mentions it and its forgotten or at least ignored politely. But roommate isn't super polite I love him but damn. He blurts out "Who just farted?!" So I confess. This is also the first time I met this girl. We all laughed but oh my pride.

I'm going to stare at the pictures of the bunny and deer and smile a lot.