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weekend:
brother went back on heroin got arrested for possession has now 2 open cases against him. only me and my uncle really know. hes dating a stripper with a 3 yr old. the 3 yr old is crazy and needs something or i dont know. they are in debt and all of his money is going to her. they are being followed by a private investigator and the kid might be taken away and put in foster care. he told me that he wants to take them and just drive off a bridge. at least he got off the heroin again.

my sister is still at that residential place. in july she runs out of days to go home (like cant leave the place at all). she needs to get out of there by july or shes going to break. shes dropping out of high school and getting her GED then shes going to try community college.

my cousin who just turned 15 may 20th is becoming my brother. he told me he wanted to start dealing etc. he told me about this kid that ripped him off and his friends told him to pull a knife on the guy. my little fucking cousin

my mom is taking the dog and cat when she finds a place to live live. my dad kept talking about it. hes a broken man. fun to visit i promise

i had a huge fight with my mom and she doesnt even understand why. on monday she took the car and i spent the entire day in my room and on the couch. i didnt really get up until 10:30 at night. i didnt want to. im really sad i missed the picnic though

one of those two cool people i was talking about is going through a hellish breakup hes taking it so bad.. i dont even know what to do.

my birthday money paid a tiny part of my bills and bought me much needed underwear and food.
i have ants in my apartment.
its hot and i hate it. winter is the best thing ever.
i complain too much. im sorry
its not really that bad.
im sure.
im really fucking tired.