sofia6969

Okay. Hmmm. I suppose this is the second installment...

First off. Thanks, Iain for sending people to look at my profile. You're a good host. Haha.

Secondly. Everyone's who left messages for me, I adore you. I feel at home already.
Is it normal to get so many responses at a fast rate. I feel special.

Today has been a hectic emotional day for me.
As I am a new person, I think only one person knows what's going on in my life. I should explain, I suppose.
My dad recently has been diagnosed with cancer. It's been a huge battle for my mom and I. We've had to juggle crazy schedules and basically seeing my dad sad, lose a ton of weight & struggle with his own demons.
Anywho.
We all have our "on" and "off" days. Today was an "off" day for everyone close to me. My dad broke down along with my mom.
I broke down because of my parents and because I had to put down my pet rat, Smokey. Yeah. Yeah. Some say it's just an animal but I was very much in love with him and the symbolism of Smokey.


Ack. It's kinda weird wearing your heart on your sleeve with people you don't really know. Hahaha. Gosh.



Thanks.