sofatron

Im caught in the middle really.
Girls are tough cookies. Unforgiving and resistant to my demands, no matter how absurd they may be.
Whats wrong with cuddling. Maybe nothing. Maybe I just like cuddling to much, or Im to hands on. Too touchy, like im a kid who cant get his grip off of his new Happy meal toy.
Im affectionate, really.
Her... not so much.
I wanna rub her side, hold her hand, kiss her everywhere, and she pushes me away.
"Not now"
"I dont like that"
"Just stop"
Makes me sound like a fucking rapist. And If i were a rapist. Id be having sex, so the fact that Im not is plenty proof that Im not forcing it on her.
I mean shit. Its hard to love somebody and not want to wrap myself around them and comfort them. Well at least for me it is. Ive had discussions about this with a friend of mine and he says I should let it pass and let things go. I will. but its hard imagining a long lasting relationship with a girl who wont let me hold her as frequently as I would like , let alone have me go down on her.
So all in all Id say this is an odd start. Ive never been with anyone like her. But time will tell whats right for me