soeffinhappy

Come fly with me, let's float down to Peru
In llama land there's a one-man band
And he'll toot his flute for you
Come fly with me, let's take off in the blue

Once I get you up there where the air is rarified
We'll just glide, starry-eyed
Once I get you up there I'll be holding you so near
You may hear angels cheer...
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My latest journal update will be Madlibs style

So, (witty and amusing journal entry)

Now read it back and see how it went.

Fuck you for thinking I'm awkward. Fuck you for thinking we can be all buddy-buddy after what happened. Fuck you for acting like you give a shit about anything that has to do with me. Fuck you for your fucking two days of consideration. Fuck you for the way you are and fuck you for the way you were and fuck you for the way...
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So I've narrowed the list of people that SG thinks I should fuck down to a very manageable twenty. And that's before I click on find new matches. Methinks I should change my parameters a little....

In my eyes
I'm not lazy
In my face
It's not over
In your room
I'm not older
IN YOUR EYES
I'M NOT WORTH IT


I sold my soul and all I got in return was heartache. Do we ever get anything else for such a trade? I think that when I compare stories in hell, I'll find that most will sound a lot like...
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It's not cold enough
Please put this side up
She is moving through (Alt: She is moon grey)
Can we show our faces now?

I'm not interesting
She's not turning green
Shameful as it seems
Can we show our faces now?

Endless climb
I am blind
Why can't I leave? (Alt: Why can't I hear?)
Color blind
Speaking a phrase
Instantly grown
I am blind...
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I'm thinking of Amie and dreaming of Amy and can't seem to get the Am(ie)(y)s straight in my head. No matter where I turn I see them. So what do I do to get all of these Am(ie)(y)s straight? DRINK.

The sad part isn't that I'm lonely and depressed. The sad part isn't that I'm on my way to becoming and alchoholic. The sad part...
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I see you had your mind all made up you group of
Pitiful liars. Before I woke to face the day, your master
Plan transpired. -Something told me- this job had more to
Meet the eye. My song is not believed? My words some-
What deceiving? Now I'm unwhole.
You've waged a war of nerves
But you can't crush the kingdom
Can't be what your...
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"To our good friend, may he win back the woman he loves." She toasted.
The five of us downed our shots said cheers. The alchohol burned on the way down but I barely noticed it. I felt better than I'd felt in weeks. I was hopeful, no more than that, confident and the confidence my friends had in me only made me that much more...
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