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I hate late nights. There's nothing to do but lie in bed and stare at the clock. Closing your eyes doesn't help, your brain refuses to let you sleep. Those hateful red numbers tick by one at a time and remind you that no matter how tired you are, you won't be sleeping tonight. Eventually, light is streaming in your window and you barely even...
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racer_x:
Northstar Bar 27th and Poplar....9:00 pm..be there 5/08/03
hecubus:
"Some say, death is the easy way and I think they're right.
Cause nights tick, by like a long week except when you stop by.
And I know that tryin gets nothing done and I see you're about dry.
Cause nothing gets you high, you're poor the day you die,
and alcohol it only makes you tired.
But seein you feels good, and its always understood.
That anything much sweeter would make me die."
--My Morning Jacket


i don't envy you in the least, man. i was right where you're at not all that long ago, "reminded of all that was and will never be again."

i had to close all contact, for my own sake.
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Don't you love it when someone flirts with you? It's such an ego boost. No matter how down and depressed you are, if someone is blatantly flirting with you, it really makes you feel good, even if you don't necessarily like that person. In any case, this girl was really blatantly flirting with me today and now I feel like I'm on top of the...
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zombiehead2:
one time a girl at a concert was flirting with me in between bands. we got seperated in the moshpit when the band started up. never saw her again, but for a little while it was a good thing...mostly i avoid public places so the flirting thing doesn't happen much, but that doesn't bother me.
alexis:
Hmm.. last time someone obviously flirted with me... On First Friday, I was at my shop (R.e.load Baggage and Skatenerd on 2nd street) and they were having a gallery opening. I knew there was going to be mad people there, so I wore my little tank top and jeans that showed off all of my tattoos, but still left enough to the imagination to make me look sexy, and not like I was trying. It caught the attention of Jake, the other intern, and he showed me with enough attention to make me blush.

I think that most guys are afraid to come up and talk to me, and it was nice to have someone flirt with me and remind me that I have not gotten uglier lately.
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There's a great big hole in my life. I'm out of new books to read, which is unfortunate because I'm also out of money to buy new books. I hope I'm not the only one who feels this way, but I definately feel like I'm missing something if I don't have a fresh book sitting around waiting for me to read. Sure, I have a...
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fractal:
Ever hear of a library card???

I just started reading Chuck's new one, Lullaby. Its pretty good so far.

Ha! An alien? Was something popping out of her chest? That would be kinda cool. So more like a stick figure?

[Edited on May 02, 2003]

[Edited on May 02, 2003]
hellkitten:
I adore reading. Just started A Tree Grows In Brooklyn. It's gonna be good, I just know it +o)
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One day me and my friend were walking and I complained to him about the advertisements that had suddenly appeared at my nearest ATM machine. These machines, in between taking your transaction, would play these really loud and annoying five second commercials for things like pokemon and mountain dew. So I'm bitching to him about how sucky it is that you can't even take money...
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fractal:
my boy is a telemarketer, and he says that every call he gets eats a part of his soul away.
casieispretty:
Awww shucks, you're too kind.
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Feeling a lot better tonight. I guess a night of being a drunken retard will do that to you. Anyways I was at a friends barbeque today and he was throwing these things on the grill that he claimed were hamburgers. Yeah, I wish. I don't want to get into the exact nasty details of what these things looked like, but trust me, if you...
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fractal:
they sorta make sense, they sorta don't

a lot of people have described me that way
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Just got back from my friend's girlfriend's wake. It was pretty bad. Wakes and funerals bother me a lot and this one bothered me more than most cause my ex-girlfriend was there with the guy she's going out with now, the guy who used to be my best friend. It was emotional hell seeing them together and it made me wanna wig out and run...
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mylf:
Thanks for the welcome... my daughter is 7 and my son is almost 2...

I wish I had some helpful advice to give you but right now I have the same problem with my ex... at least now we live on opposite sides of the country... good luck, and if uyou find something that works let me know
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Ever have one of those days where you just want to hit something? GRRRRR today is one of those days!!!! mad mad mad
I don't know why, but I just woke up pretty angry and only got angrier as the day went on. It's days like this when I'm so glad I'm a drummer and not a drum. I'd hate to have had to take the pounding that...
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fractal:
ha! its spreading! you said grrr
now say arrgg.
you'll feel better
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It's been a boring couple of days, but the next few will be more interesting. Going out with a friend who I haven't seen in a long time and we're gonna paint the town red, orange and every other color we can find. WOOHOO! Hopefully my next entry won't be about how I woke up in venezuala with a wicked bad hangover. Tchuss!
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thursday:
do0d, if your next entry was about waking up in venezuela, that would be rad!
racer_x:
Ministry of Information 5th and Poplar...be there or be squid (j/k)...yeah look for the motorbikes
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Man, it was a close one today. I was an hour and a half late for work and my boss was ready to fire me. It was only by begging and promising to be his life long sex slave (an unsettling requirement for continuing my employment) that I was able to keep my job. Man I need to get more sleep at night. If I...
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freakpirate:
What kind of nonsense? Well...if you go back a few entries in my journal there's some nonsense. On the bus...it was mostly just random thoughts. Occaisionaly there will be short stories or poems. Really just whatever pops into my head.
fractal:
hahaha
I never thought of going to a laundrymat
Would you like to carry the 50-75lbs of dirty clothes half a mile to the closest one for me?
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This is my first entry on this site. I just joined up. Why? I was bored and wanted to look at some hot goth chicks. Anyways I won't bother telling anyone my name because it doesn't matter. I don't really have a life outside of my computer so you'll probably be seeing a lot of journal entries by me on here. What are my hopes,...
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