There's an upside and a downside to insomnia. The upside is that it creates a false high, which is cool. I've never smoked pot before, but I imagine that if I did, it would pretty much be the same as staying up for 48-56 hours. When I have insomnia like this, everything becomes funny and even the tiniest things become profound("DOOOD this pack of nerds...
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The best lines off of Beck's Midnight Vultures (in no particular order)
1. I couldn't do ya like that, this aint cooked chicken (Debra)
2. I'm mixin' business with leather, homework with Heather. (Mixed Business)
3. I pick you up late at night after work, I said Laday, Step inside my Hundai, I'm gonna take you up to Glendale, gonna take you for a real...
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1. I couldn't do ya like that, this aint cooked chicken (Debra)
2. I'm mixin' business with leather, homework with Heather. (Mixed Business)
3. I pick you up late at night after work, I said Laday, Step inside my Hundai, I'm gonna take you up to Glendale, gonna take you for a real...
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jeremybastard147:
what is "journal bombed" ? scuse the ignorance, I just dont know..
mei:
i love the moon too.. i used to do the same thing, only outside of my bathroom window. once, when i was terribly depressed, i climbed out on the roof and watched the sun go down. it was an amazing sunset. i was so lonely, but at that moment, it at least felt right to be so lonely. i miss living in a house where i can climb out on the roof. my next home will have to have at very least a balcony...
Doing a lot of heady thinking lately. Thinking about things like: is there a purpose to everything? What's the point of life? Will things ever get better? Will I ever get better? Can't come up with any answers though. If there is a purpose to life, I can't see it, but then I don't know what's going to happen in the future. I'd like to...
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rxqueen:
Hmm... i really dont know what the michael jackson dream was supposed to mean. it was weird, and i remember such weird details about the room that was supposed to be his. there was even a little mouse in it and a bagle on the night stand which was cluttered with magazines.
the other dream is a little easier to figure out.
In real life i got laid off from my job last thursday.
in the dream i kept saying "but i died on thursday"
cos some weird guy was giving me this huge building
which at one time or another was used as some sort of corporate headquarters. and i was a ghost so i couldnt do anything with the building if i wanted to.
In response to yr post i say this:
There is a purpose to everything, but you shouldn't get caught up in thinking too much about it or the meaning of life...or your life more specifically. Don't worry about those answers. Do what you have to do and the pieces of the puzzle will eventually become more and more visible and start fitting together. You just have to work out the kinks first.
Things will start looking up. They always do. Things always get worse before they get better. I know from experience.
Sorry this was so long. lol.
Anyway, i think you can use some more SG friends so i'm gonna go ahead and add you.
the other dream is a little easier to figure out.
In real life i got laid off from my job last thursday.
in the dream i kept saying "but i died on thursday"
cos some weird guy was giving me this huge building
which at one time or another was used as some sort of corporate headquarters. and i was a ghost so i couldnt do anything with the building if i wanted to.
In response to yr post i say this:
There is a purpose to everything, but you shouldn't get caught up in thinking too much about it or the meaning of life...or your life more specifically. Don't worry about those answers. Do what you have to do and the pieces of the puzzle will eventually become more and more visible and start fitting together. You just have to work out the kinks first.
Things will start looking up. They always do. Things always get worse before they get better. I know from experience.
Sorry this was so long. lol.
Anyway, i think you can use some more SG friends so i'm gonna go ahead and add you.
fractal:
Cats are good company. As for your questions, I don't think we're supposed to know the anwers to those, otherwise someone would have figured it out by now. But you never know.
Man I feel like shit. Complete and total shit. How else are you supposed to feel when the only things you get excited about are movies anymore? I've got nothing to look forward to, nothing to make me happy, and no reason to hope that it will ever get better. I'm stuck in the most dismal rut. Going out tonight made me realize just how...
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thursday:
if you've got nothing to look forward to, there's nothing i could say to cheer you up.
zombiehead2:
oh man i know what you mean, i feel this way often. unfortunatly i don't really have any good advice for you cuz i usually just ride it out and the eventually everythings "fine" again ...pain fades and a numbing effect takes over... i guess what i'm trying to say or should be saying is that the "dismal rut" will fade in time if you really want it to.
something cheerful?...um..the sky isn't falling.
so, what movies were you getting excited about?
something cheerful?...um..the sky isn't falling.
so, what movies were you getting excited about?
FUCK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY"RE MY FRIENDS BUT AREN"T. I HOPE YOU ALL EAT SHIT AND DIE!!!!
tastysoup:
ah. that's the worst, backstabbing friends... fuck that shit. they'll all burn in hell anyway. 
Just sitting around bored. How do the hours go so slow? Midnight can't be THAT far away but it seems like 9:00 was days ago. It's just that I don't have a whole lot to do and I'm going stir crazy. I hate staying in on a friday night when I don't have work. It drives me insane. Oh well. Maybe I'll try some writing....
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Damnit I hate work. Came up nearly $600 short today and had to stay an extra hour and a half after to find out where the hell the money was. I missed the SGPhilly Thursday get together again this week. I say I'm gonna go every week and every week I miss it. It pisses me off. Something comes up every week and I'm forced...
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osoesoteric:
I hope so too.. we will see..
slinkster:
thanks. this is the first time i've ever had a hangover. i'm not much of a drinker. i've taken your advice, and i'm drinking tons of water.
Is there anything better than grilling food yourself? I don't think so. Last night me and my friend pulled out the charcoal and lighter fluid and grilled us some steaks and potatoes, then at them with our hands like cavemen. I don't mean to brag (but I will anyway) but we are some DAMN good cooks. The steaks were juicy and tender with just the...
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fractal:
bah
I'm a veggie.
question? I suppose indoors, but depends where outdoors - I don't particulary like worrying about what will be making its way in there along with the guy...so def not the beach, playa is ok, jungles kick ass
I'm a veggie.
question? I suppose indoors, but depends where outdoors - I don't particulary like worrying about what will be making its way in there along with the guy...so def not the beach, playa is ok, jungles kick ass
Uggggg. Hangovers suck. I didn't even have the added bonus of waking up in a third world latin country. Whats up wit dat? Luckily....NO WORK TIL MONDAY! WOOHOO! I would like to go into details about how much of a fat, annoying asshole my boss is, but he's a giant pervert and is probably on here whackin' it constantly. 
GRRRRR anyways have a good weekened...
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racer_x:
yeah.... what minimalism said...
slinkster:
no funeral. just disapearing mice. i say where is my favorite mouse, and k says "I THINK HE DIDN'T MAKE IT." i don't like mice anymore.
thinking about going to see the cramps?
thinking about going to see the cramps?
I'm too drunk to even post tonight. See you all ater3e
i feel like a light weight compared to you tho... 56 hours? i dont think i could do that. unless someone gave me a bottle of stacker 2 or something similar.
im not sure about the EC camping trip. its a bit far for someone with no car.
if i went camping and then had to take a greyhound home after i'd probably want to shoot myself.