soeffinhappy

My favorite saying now: "There will be water if God wills it."
What's the point of stressing out about things that I have no control over? If I can't pay for my practice space this week, the world will continue to spin. If my loan payments are two months behind, life will go on. I have no control over so many things in my life that it's useless to stress about them. Do you think cats worry about mortgages, or how they're going to eat next, or where they're goign to be in five years? Fuck no. They eat, they sleep, they shit, they play. If it works for them it will work for me.
Love is love but obsession is love to the max. If it's been four months since you've had a day where you didn't spend most of your time thinking about a person, are you obsessed? I wake up with your name on my lips and your form in my minds eye. The smoking, ashen remains of my soul cringe with want of you. I'm tired of waiting.
If I've met you in the last five months, you probabaly bored me to the point that I want to shake the teeth out of your head(not online, but it might still apply). Thank God for the people I knew before to remind me that SOME people still have brains.


The first time I saw this girl, my heart skipped a beat. When she smiled at me and initiated conversation the second time, my heart stopped. Maybe it never started back up.