soeffinhappy

So I got fucked again. And it hurts. Am I down? Yeah but I'm trying to remember what Ole Blue Eyes said. That's Life. I needed a break anyway, so I guess it's good. I need to take some time and just relax with myself. Hermitize myself for a while and lick my wounds. Figure out what went wrong and how to fix it. See which piece is missing and if I can reconstruct. I'm worried though, cause as much as I'm trying to be positive, I'm still pretty fucked up. I feel like a bad cup of coffee, cold and bitter and just waiting to be thrown out. I can't stay this way. This is the path of the dark side. If I stay on this path I'm going to end up a bitter, lonely old man with nothing good in his life. Is there a point to any of this? Not really. Just updating. On the plus side, you'll probably be seeing a lot more of me around here. On the bad side, you'll be seeing a lot more of me around here.