soeffinhappy

I came to a shocking and depressing realization recently. I'm the only person I know that is single. Every person that I deal with on a regular basis is in some kind of committed relationship. How depressing is that? And in case you don't know, let me tell you: it's VERY fucking depressing. It feels like I'm out at a restaurant with everyone I know, only i'm the only who doesn't have any money, and sit at an empty place setting drinking water.
I'm becoming more jaded every day, and more unsure of where I am and where I'm going, even though I'm completely sure of who and what I am. Is it possible to be completely sure of yourself as a person and be completely lost as to what your place and purpose in the world is?



PS If I realized I said the same thing in this entry as the last one, I would have put some thought into something else.