soeffinhappy

So I've narrowed the list of people that SG thinks I should fuck down to a very manageable twenty. And that's before I click on find new matches. Methinks I should change my parameters a little....

In my eyes
I'm not lazy
In my face
It's not over
In your room
I'm not older
IN YOUR EYES
I'M NOT WORTH IT


I sold my soul and all I got in return was heartache. Do we ever get anything else for such a trade? I think that when I compare stories in hell, I'll find that most will sound a lot like...
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It's not cold enough
Please put this side up
She is moving through (Alt: She is moon grey)
Can we show our faces now?

I'm not interesting
She's not turning green
Shameful as it seems
Can we show our faces now?

Endless climb
I am blind
Why can't I leave? (Alt: Why can't I hear?)
Color blind
Speaking a phrase
Instantly grown
I am blind...
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I'm thinking of Amie and dreaming of Amy and can't seem to get the Am(ie)(y)s straight in my head. No matter where I turn I see them. So what do I do to get all of these Am(ie)(y)s straight? DRINK.

The sad part isn't that I'm lonely and depressed. The sad part isn't that I'm on my way to becoming and alchoholic. The sad part...
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I see you had your mind all made up you group of
Pitiful liars. Before I woke to face the day, your master
Plan transpired. -Something told me- this job had more to
Meet the eye. My song is not believed? My words some-
What deceiving? Now I'm unwhole.
You've waged a war of nerves
But you can't crush the kingdom
Can't be what your...
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"To our good friend, may he win back the woman he loves." She toasted.
The five of us downed our shots said cheers. The alchohol burned on the way down but I barely noticed it. I felt better than I'd felt in weeks. I was hopeful, no more than that, confident and the confidence my friends had in me only made me that much more...
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So I got fucked again. And it hurts. Am I down? Yeah but I'm trying to remember what Ole Blue Eyes said. That's Life. I needed a break anyway, so I guess it's good. I need to take some time and just relax with myself. Hermitize myself for a while and lick my wounds. Figure out what went wrong and how to fix it. See...
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This site is fucking scary. Reading some of the stuff that is posted here makes me want to scream. Can it really be true that these people have an equal say in who should run our country? Can it be true that in what will probably turn out to be the most important election in recent history that THESE mother fuckers will be casting their...
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I think I'm going through coffee withdraw.

Good night lamos, lamees and lamerz. Good night loser, posers and dorks. Good night geeks, freaks, sneaks and creeps. Good night perverts. Good night holy men. Good night jocks and cheerleaders. Good night to everyone, may you all sleep soundly and peacefully.

So the other day I had an interesting conversation:
"You ever wonder about Andre the Giant's dick?" I was asked by my friend.
"What?"
"You know, Andre the Giant. Wrestler from the..."
"I know who he is, why are you thinking about his cock?"
"You mean you've never wondered about Andre the Giant's dick?"
"I can say with complete honesty that I've NEVER ONCE wondered...
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