socogentleman

Well I would have updated last night except for the fact that I didn't get home 'till like 530 so yeah, no update until now. Though I should be in bed asleep because I have to get up for work at 11am. Yeah I know that doesn't sound like much but I worked 10.75 hours straight today and all I can think about is staying awake so that she can call me since my phone was dying at 3 this morning when I couldn't get to my charger. Things do seem to be looking up for her and I must clarify something.... I'm not in love with this girl. I do love her with all my heart, but I'm not in love with her. She's the closest thing that I've ever had to a sister. We tell each other everything. There's not one thing that she doesn't know about me and if there's something I don't know about her.... she'll tell me later. half of my cell phone minutes are dedicated to her and if I had it my way more would go to her. I think I actually know too much about her to fall in love with her. We talk so differently to each other compared to how we talk to other people. I can get away with saying things to her that would get other guys knocked the fuck out all because she knows how much I care about her. I was talking to her over at a friend's house (coincidently one who's trying to start a relationship with her) and I said something and he just said, "How the hell can you say that? If I ever said anythign like that to her she'd drive over here and knock me the fuck out." I just laughed and said, "Because she knows I love her and that that I'd swing right on back." All I heard on the end of the phone was her laughing. Poor guy still can't believe how we are. But last night wasn't how we always talk to each other, alcohol was involved. Specifically, my own concoction of

1 shot Bacardi 151
Wild Berry Juice and Tea
served on ice
1 shot Malibu
a splash of Diet V8 Splash

Yeah, that goes down right smooth. I had to find some way to get rid of the taste of 151 since I actually hate it with a passion. I had me a few of those and I was just in such a great mood because she was better but still needed a laugh as did he, so I decided to have some fun. Well, it's late so I'm going to go and give her a call before I turn in for the night. But before I go I just want to clarify for everyone (PaintedBat I'm looking at you ) I'm not in love with this girl. And no I'm not saying this over and over again to try and convince myself, I'm just restating a fact. Byes!