socalsoldier

you know what really sucks??? the drama is about sarahjane. and after all thats happend in the last few years and all the shit weve had and the difference shes made in my life and the difference i hope ive made in hers...i just cant believe. in my heart i just really do not believe that shes the one whose wrong, so when i have somebody tell me shes lying to me and then they say to me "i think i would know better than you" that hurts like hell. the girls all i have as far as family (dna doesnt mean SHIT) and i just dont believe it. errrg...when someone says something negative about the girl i just wanna fuckin beat em down....shes a better friend than that and when i try to get the truth someone gets hurt no matter what...dont people care about their friends anymore, or is it just me????

hey now i never said things werent cool with her. its the other....people...liars. whatevers.... i dotn know what to call these people since i dont think friends is the appropriate term. i thought about it today and realized that every good friendship ive had ended this way or in another equally stupid way, so im not about to give up another friendship because of someone elses issues. everything else sucks anyway. grrr...