snyper

I am so fucking lost and depressed.

I have no money, my job sucks, and school starts tomorrow.
I have to buy books.
But I haven't a penny to my name.

I went on an interveiw with Mobile Solutions yesterday with Nida. The job pays well and is easy as hell, thing is, I don't have a whole week to spare for trainning. I'd be missing a whole week of school. And as if things weren't bad enough, I have jury duty this coming up Monday. I'll be missing school because of that.

How can things all fall apart at once?

At my job, I'm the hostess and cashier. I get no tips. I get paid minimum. I don't get overtime, ever. I only work 15 hours a week. I have to deal with annoying fattys who are extremely picky in where they want to sit, and they are even more annoying customers who like to argue that it's the customers choice where they sit. Well shit, then I would need to be here to tell you where the fuck to sit, I wouldn't have this fucking crappy job, hostessing.

I have bills to pay; school, car insurance, credit cards. I have jury duty. I have a shit paying job.
I'm a fucking college student trying to survive on minimum wage.

I can't even buy cigarettes.

I really need a cigarette.

There's a puppy barking and whining next door. I wish I could comfort the poor pup, but I got enough shit of my own to worry about.

I still need a cigarette.