snuggalette

I've been feeling really down lately.. I no longer want to do just about anything and I have been working my butt off..

I don't rreally have faith in my boyfriend anymore.. he just does what he wants.. I mean.. I know he wouldn't try to hurt me.. but I just feel like he wouldnt exactly try not to either.. its really bringing me down..

I have been feeling really scik for the past month but I HAVE to work my butt off to get him a really good birthday present.. and so I am working so hard even though I'm sick.. I actually think I might tire myself to death..

No sleep for the weary


I need to start excersizing again.. Ive gained a few pounds.. and I would excersize right now but I think I might puke cause Im so sick.. I just need a break

ugh

I don't think my boyfriend realizes that I am working my butt off for him. to the point where I actually feel like Im dying..
and all I want is an "I love you" but I can't even get that..