*sigh* I just got home from school and now I need to hurry up and get a shower and get ready for work.. today was alright.. i guess..
I really need to start working out again.. I was really religous about it for the past few weeks.. btu I got lazy.. I need to get rid of the flub n have a nice smooth tummy with really definate curves.. mmm.. I swear if I had that kinda body.. i would stare at myself nekkid in the mirror for hours...
Im starting my drawing back up again.. Takes time away.. Makes things go faster.. I just wish I had a time machine to fast forward through the bad days.. mhmm..
I want to fall asleep.. Im so tired.. Im always tired.. I think Im dying or something.. I bet I have a peptic ulcer thats eating away at my stomach and causing more acid to eat away at my organs..
it might be nice to die..
but then again.. it might be nice if I could get away from all of the bad shit thats happening by living..
ugh Im so tired
I really need to start working out again.. I was really religous about it for the past few weeks.. btu I got lazy.. I need to get rid of the flub n have a nice smooth tummy with really definate curves.. mmm.. I swear if I had that kinda body.. i would stare at myself nekkid in the mirror for hours...
Im starting my drawing back up again.. Takes time away.. Makes things go faster.. I just wish I had a time machine to fast forward through the bad days.. mhmm..
I want to fall asleep.. Im so tired.. Im always tired.. I think Im dying or something.. I bet I have a peptic ulcer thats eating away at my stomach and causing more acid to eat away at my organs..
it might be nice to die..
but then again.. it might be nice if I could get away from all of the bad shit thats happening by living..
ugh Im so tired
firstinheaven:
I know how you feel with the work out thing I've been doing boxing for two years now and it's so hard to stay motivated when your training by yourself. But in the end I've found its worth it.