Chew the pill that tastes like hell, but gives you strength Embrace the drug that makes you mad, cause still it turns you into Something else Feel the need for love grows stronger! Swap your mind for a mirror-search, and shake until the break of day
One day you'll realize that you were wrong And you'll regret that all this happened Did it (all) happen?...
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One day you'll realize that you were wrong And you'll regret that all this happened Did it (all) happen?...
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angel_ree:
Awh honey, when did they sign you off? Thats bad
I'm starting to get the feeling that i may be out of a job soon too...not good
xxx


'm in a wide open space, I'm standing
I'm all alone and staring into space
It's always quiet thru' my ceiling
The roof comes in and crashes in a daze
I'm in a wide open space, it's freezing
You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me
I'm in a wide open space, I'm staring
There's something quite bizarre I cannot...
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I'm all alone and staring into space
It's always quiet thru' my ceiling
The roof comes in and crashes in a daze
I'm in a wide open space, it's freezing
You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me
I'm in a wide open space, I'm staring
There's something quite bizarre I cannot...
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start back at work tomrrow. should be fine
Saw my psychiatrist today. Am upping some meds and reducing another. so it could be a rocky ride over the next couple of weeks....or it could be plain sailing, also i will hopefully be stopping 1 med and starting another. This is to stop any of the side effects that i currently get from my current med,...
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Saw my psychiatrist today. Am upping some meds and reducing another. so it could be a rocky ride over the next couple of weeks....or it could be plain sailing, also i will hopefully be stopping 1 med and starting another. This is to stop any of the side effects that i currently get from my current med,...
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angel_ree:
Ooooh have you got a pic of baldy you?
I'm on Sertraline too, just stared taking it a few weeks ago. I hate having depression, it rules so much of my life. I'm so galt that there are people out there that understand
xx


Its 2:44am and i've been watching Hellraiser 7, yes there 7 and one more making 8...Didn't have a fucking clue what was going on in it.
Other than that i've been surfing the net looking for yoga information, prehaps with the inclination of buying a new yoga dvd...
Other than that i've been surfing the net looking for yoga information, prehaps with the inclination of buying a new yoga dvd...
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angel_ree:
Yoga is good
I wish i had the patience to get into it. I didn't even realsie they made Hellraiser 2, never mind 7 or 8!!!! xxx

jackie:
thanks for your comment.
did not know there was that many hell raiser films
did not know there was that many hell raiser films
Everlong
Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel...
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Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel...
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angel_ree:
Thats lovely....who is it by? xxx
jackie:
hi 

Well i got signed off today for a week due to " Depressive illness" as the doctor called it....Its no big deal to me, its happened so many times in the past that i'm kinda used to it.
I think i'll just put my feet up for a bit and watch films and the x-files. But i will also work out like a mofo and...
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I think i'll just put my feet up for a bit and watch films and the x-files. But i will also work out like a mofo and...
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Ok been away for like 2 months...reason...well no reason...as for me have started a new job with an international corporation...yeah corporate whore!
At the mo am depressed, had a day off work coz of it, but in a strange way i'm kinda happy coz i'm depressed...The reason is that i now know why i've "officaly" had depression/anxiety/agoraphobia for 8 years!!...but looking back i had fucking...
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At the mo am depressed, had a day off work coz of it, but in a strange way i'm kinda happy coz i'm depressed...The reason is that i now know why i've "officaly" had depression/anxiety/agoraphobia for 8 years!!...but looking back i had fucking...
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stenno:
Awww yeah I go through patches of depressions despite being the happiest with who I am ever! Hope you're ok 

pinklet:
Hey chick, corporate whore!
So u like my hair? Thanks! Not sure about the marriage proposal.... might not work when i'm in Bath.... But thank u!
x
So u like my hair? Thanks! Not sure about the marriage proposal.... might not work when i'm in Bath.... But thank u!
x
I think of you like I often do
When I hear the rain on my windowpane
Gently tapping at the glass
Like your gently touching fingers
Just looking for the smile I give to you
Chorus:
You can feel what no one feels
You can hear what no one hears
Just looking for the smile I give to you
You can feel what no one...
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When I hear the rain on my windowpane
Gently tapping at the glass
Like your gently touching fingers
Just looking for the smile I give to you
Chorus:
You can feel what no one feels
You can hear what no one hears
Just looking for the smile I give to you
You can feel what no one...
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Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does...
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Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does...
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Assimilate
oil remove shred and tear radiation vapor
it's the fear so unclear man in motion going nowhere
in our homes stuck in the face spread the word to the populace
yellow journal yellow journal set the pace feel the rage
manifestations of a sort so insidious off the point
simple solution never confusion sport a gun kill a cop
crazy world of weary thought...
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