Despite not having my hospital appointment until next i'm dreading it. The plan is to reduce some meds with the view to come off a certain drug completely....They've tried before and i lasted a week on a reduced dose before i went back with tears in my eyes begging to go back to a higher dose......Whats different this time is that i'm noti n uni, instead i have a crappy job, which i won't miss if i do become ill, which i know i will...yes i will lose my crappy job i know.
But at least i will be hopefully off that drug, it will be painful and there will be tears as well as puke, but it must be done...........I hate Drs, they think that they know it all, have any of them come off these meds?....thought not.....................point i'm trying to make is, well am not sure i'm trying make one, its turned into a ranting ramble now.


Anyway on a lighter note i'm off to see TOOL play tomorrow, i'm as happy as a pig in shit!