Yo Baby! I'M BACK!!!! 
I got gifted TWICE
Big BIG thanks to zanafar and tantra666
Also HUGE thanks go out to kittyp and bateman for keeping me sane and up to date every night
Special thanks also go to noctem for some valuable insight and for an awesome testimonial I love you sweetie, thanks for everything.
So now I just have to go play catch up with the rest of you
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Ok ok, so a proper update:
1) They still don't know what's the matter with me. I've had so many blood tests in the last two weeks that I feel like a pin cushion. So far we have ruled out thyroid, kidney, diabetes and tumor - thank fuck! So for now I'm on a 2-4 week visit with the nurse for weight management. In other words my BMI is grossly high and I need to lose 5 stone
2) I'm still broke, I have to find 255 in 5 days, then a further 380 by the 8th May and 314 by the 9th of May - currently my funds stand at 50 to put towards that lot
3) Still no luck on the job front which really sucks, but hopefully the summer months coming up will yield good results.
So as the song goes "Always stays the same, nothing ever changes"
But I'm back and that's all that matters, I've missed you lot a huge amount.
Currently listening to James (no not you anaphalaxis) Elliott Smith and Alkaline Trio - although obviously not all in one go, otherwise it would be very noisy and hard to keep up with
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Alkaline Trio - Stained In Satin
It's not so much a storm
But just a cloud that lives inside of me
He doesn't stir so easily
He's dazed, but when he wakes he goes the distance
In a marathon and takes too long
No thin containers that sing songs
You'll never dream again but you can pray
I guess we all settle in to what we know
I guess we always settle in, we know
That there is comfort in our world
Where darkness is the only thing we see
And cold is all we have to breathe
Where affectations keep us company
Where the lungs we take to the ice and rolling dark
Are somehow out of our control
It's not about the scars
But more the crowds that walk all over me
They don't give up too easily these days
But when they break they go to pieces
Fall apart right here in north-side bars
Under a sky that knows no stars
You'll never shine again but you will stay
I guess we all settle in to what we know
I guess we always settle in, we know
That there is comfort in our world
Where darkness is the only thing we see
And cold is all we have to breathe
Where affectations keep us company
Where the lungs we set to the ice and rolling dark
Are somehow out of our control
That there is comfort in our world
Where darkness is the only thing we see
And cold is all we have to breathe
Where affectations keep us company
Where the lungs we set to the ice and rolling dark
Are somehow out of our control
We lost control
I got gifted TWICE
Big BIG thanks to zanafar and tantra666
Also HUGE thanks go out to kittyp and bateman for keeping me sane and up to date every night
Special thanks also go to noctem for some valuable insight and for an awesome testimonial
I love you sweetie, thanks for everything.
So now I just have to go play catch up with the rest of you
***************************************************************
Ok ok, so a proper update:
1) They still don't know what's the matter with me. I've had so many blood tests in the last two weeks that I feel like a pin cushion. So far we have ruled out thyroid, kidney, diabetes and tumor - thank fuck! So for now I'm on a 2-4 week visit with the nurse for weight management. In other words my BMI is grossly high and I need to lose 5 stone
2) I'm still broke, I have to find 255 in 5 days, then a further 380 by the 8th May and 314 by the 9th of May - currently my funds stand at 50 to put towards that lot
3) Still no luck on the job front which really sucks, but hopefully the summer months coming up will yield good results.
So as the song goes "Always stays the same, nothing ever changes"
But I'm back and that's all that matters, I've missed you lot a huge amount.
Currently listening to James (no not you anaphalaxis) Elliott Smith and Alkaline Trio - although obviously not all in one go, otherwise it would be very noisy and hard to keep up with
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Alkaline Trio - Stained In Satin
It's not so much a storm
But just a cloud that lives inside of me
He doesn't stir so easily
He's dazed, but when he wakes he goes the distance
In a marathon and takes too long
No thin containers that sing songs
You'll never dream again but you can pray
I guess we all settle in to what we know
I guess we always settle in, we know
That there is comfort in our world
Where darkness is the only thing we see
And cold is all we have to breathe
Where affectations keep us company
Where the lungs we take to the ice and rolling dark
Are somehow out of our control
It's not about the scars
But more the crowds that walk all over me
They don't give up too easily these days
But when they break they go to pieces
Fall apart right here in north-side bars
Under a sky that knows no stars
You'll never shine again but you will stay
I guess we all settle in to what we know
I guess we always settle in, we know
That there is comfort in our world
Where darkness is the only thing we see
And cold is all we have to breathe
Where affectations keep us company
Where the lungs we set to the ice and rolling dark
Are somehow out of our control
That there is comfort in our world
Where darkness is the only thing we see
And cold is all we have to breathe
Where affectations keep us company
Where the lungs we set to the ice and rolling dark
Are somehow out of our control
We lost control
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YOU'RE BACK!!!
And it's great that you are!
Maybe it's me ... I dunno
Kisses back atcha!