snowballinhell

The lights are extinguished one by one
Until I stare out at a darkened landscape
The moon rising, clouds moving
I'm all alone, but I have no fear
For this is where I long to be
Solitude is my friend, my lover, my all
Time has no bearing
As I sit and wait
For how long I don't yet know
But it will arrive as suddenly
As it left the last time

I hear the pitiful cry of the wolf
I can sense the urgency in the air
It's coming
The sky is a blackened battlefield
The moon appears as though she cries
As the first wave comes crashing through the still night
I feel the first drop, then more
As I raise my head to the sky
And laugh
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Good morning all, and how are we all today? Geez, I'm awake, must be something to do with the fact that I made it to bed before midnight last night and slept solidly until 6.45am

I do need more sleep though, all the late nights over the past couple of months are playing havoc with my eyes, skin and general well-being and it's making me look soo old So I plan to get to sleep more before midnight for at least this week and then see how things go. If there's no-one to talk to online at night, then there's no point me really being up so late, is there SO ADD ME TO YOUR TRILLIAN/AIM/MSN OR WHATEVER NOW! GO ON, DO IT

Need some excitement Need something new to listen to and to watch, maybe I'll sign up with one of those DVD rental places where you get so many free, oh wait, I need money for that right?

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Bittersweet pungent mess
Oh how I wish you'd care
My spirit has been torn
And my soul laid bare

Tossed assunder
Cast aside
Body fragile
Hands are tied

The clock has stopped
Time has no reason
Hours pass into days
And weeks into a season

Yet you still stay silent
Even after all that has been said
Did you not know how I really felt
As you lay down in your bed

The tears they fall like rivers
And rivers turn to streams
And all that I am left with
Is the empty hollow dreams

Of you

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Wish me luck, I start my second paper round this week, AND I've applied for a part-time position where I did those three nights in January. I so need some extra money just to try and keep things in the black, which right now is very much in the RED

Ok, I need breakfast......................

Smooches
Michelle xx