snowballinhell

I'm slowly sinking into...........god knows what to be quite honest. I'm on a downward loop after the high of last weekend This time last week I was getting packed and looking forward to my weekend in London with tantra666 and meeting up with Anaphalaxis and bateman. This weekend I have uh, nothing to look forward to on those scales. I hate the comedown after a good time. I also hate realising that my debt situation is worse than I first thought. I really need money and I'm just not finding anyone flexible enough to help me get some

Depression reigns today and it sucks

So come on, do something to cheer me up, buy me something (no, wait I'm not that shallow - needy yes, shallow no ), tell me funny stories, tell me how much you love me, just make me happy like my profile pic shows and not how I'm actually feeling right now.

To compound it all, the monsters have given me their cold, so that's not helping either

Think I'll get drunk tonight.........

Smooches
Michelle xx

The young man held a gun to the head of God
Stick this holy cow
Put the audience in action
Let the slaughtered take a bow
The old man's words, white hot knives
Slicing through warm butter
The butter is the heart
The rancid peeling soul

Scratch pictures on asylum walls
Broken nails and matchsticks
hypodermic hypodermic hypodermic
RED FIX

One man's poison another man's meat
One man's agony another man's treat
Artaud lived with his neck paced firmly in the noose
Eyes black with pain,
Limbs in cramps contorted
The theatre and its double
The void and the aborted

THOSE INDIANS WANK ON HIS BONES