snowballinhell

Ok, so I said goodbye to another two of them today, so why does it feel like I'm losing two friends, when in effect I'd never met them, and they'd just started to piss me off by not responding to anything? Maybe in my warped deluded mind there was always the possibility that something might just come out of it? Who knows, maybe I'll never know now, but I need people who are warm and friendly and respond, not losers who want one thing and then do something totally different. Still, I do feel sad, but I needed to do this, I needed to say goodbye, cut the ties, so I've deleted them from my MSN, from my FP and possibly out of my life for good. Unless of course they deign to actually contact me.....

Been one of those days so far, yelled at the kids this morning because I wanted more sleep and they responded by just yelling and shouting even more Nat's just bit Scott and so the bickering continues. This is SO why I need my weekend away in London next month, it's all doing my fucking head in. I need to get some work done and that's not going to happen now until they've gone to bed

In all honesty what I probably need is a good fuck next month

Still waiting to hear back as to whether I've got some Xmas work at Argos or not - SO need the extra cash it's crazy, and I've done it before albeit 10 years ago, so I'm hoping it's a yes

Ah well, back to the onslaught..............

Laters

Smooches
Michelle xx