snowballinhell

I think the final nail has been driven into the LDR tonight as I've just found out from him that he's dealing cocaine. I cannot handle that on top of everything else that's going wrong right now. I have SERIOUS money problems and he's spending over 100 on cocaine to sell on. I'm not a happy person at all right now, I am so stressed with trying to get enough money together by Wednesday to ensure that my mortgage payment goes through, and trying to factor in food money too, that this has just about had me in tears.

I have no one I can go to for a loan, the bank has already turned me down because I can't keep my account in the black for long enough, and my parents don't have spare cash just lying around as they are both retired.

I feel I'm tired and if it wasn't for my kids I'd just curl up in a ball and not wake up tomorrow.

Give me some cheery news...please!