I think the final nail has been driven into the LDR tonight as I've just found out from him that he's dealing cocaine. I cannot handle that on top of everything else that's going wrong right now. I have SERIOUS money problems and he's spending over 100 on cocaine to sell on. I'm not a happy person at all right now, I am so stressed with trying to get enough money together by Wednesday to ensure that my mortgage payment goes through, and trying to factor in food money too, that this has just about had me in tears.
I have no one I can go to for a loan, the bank has already turned me down because I can't keep my account in the black for long enough, and my parents don't have spare cash just lying around as they are both retired.
I feel
I'm tired and if it wasn't for my kids I'd just curl up in a ball and not wake up tomorrow.
Give me some cheery news...please!
I have no one I can go to for a loan, the bank has already turned me down because I can't keep my account in the black for long enough, and my parents don't have spare cash just lying around as they are both retired.
I feel
I'm tired and if it wasn't for my kids I'd just curl up in a ball and not wake up tomorrow.
Give me some cheery news...please!
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Sunrise- Uriah Heep
Fear of the dark- Iron Maiden
Dream warriors- Dokken
Day after day- Badfinger
Tears in the rain- Joe Satriani
Is Vic there?- Department S
I found out- The Christians
I ain't a nice guy- Motorhead w/ Ozzy Osborne & Slash
Island in the sun- Weezer
He's gonna step on you again- John Kongos
The Sabre dance- Love Sculpture featuring Dave Edmunds
The days of Pearly Spencer- David McWilliams
Oh wot a dream- Kevin Ayers
It's only a movie- The Family
Profession of violence- UFO
Lyin' in the sunshine- Free
The good die young- The Rob Tognoni Band
Cryin'- Aerosmith
Fuck off- Wayne (now Jayne) County & The Electric Chairs
Fuck Christmas- Eric Idle