I believe the black veil is starting to lift. I look back at my last few posts and good god! How bleak and horrible! I really felt awful. I still don't feel myself completely but I feel like I'm getting there.
I have been trying to remember everyday to be grateful for things, to remember affirmations and the pearls of wisdom I have been given by friends. I couldn't seem to hold onto them in my brain as of a week ago but something happened on Sunday, something finally "clicked" and it started moving towards working "right" again. I seem to be able to hold on to the positive much longer and see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know I've not been the most cheerful person around here recently but there's been a lot happening and unfortunately none of it was good.
Things will also be better once I've been home to see my parents this weekend as I need to see for myself how my Mum is. I hate her being ill when I'm so far away.
I know I'm going to make it now, I just have to have patience. Thank you all for your kind words, your support and those select few who've stayed at the end of texts with me over the past week or so, I love you all
Now I just need to get focused and shift this 1/2 stone that I've put on over the past couple of weeks
I have been trying to remember everyday to be grateful for things, to remember affirmations and the pearls of wisdom I have been given by friends. I couldn't seem to hold onto them in my brain as of a week ago but something happened on Sunday, something finally "clicked" and it started moving towards working "right" again. I seem to be able to hold on to the positive much longer and see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know I've not been the most cheerful person around here recently but there's been a lot happening and unfortunately none of it was good.
Things will also be better once I've been home to see my parents this weekend as I need to see for myself how my Mum is. I hate her being ill when I'm so far away.
I know I'm going to make it now, I just have to have patience. Thank you all for your kind words, your support and those select few who've stayed at the end of texts with me over the past week or so, I love you all
Now I just need to get focused and shift this 1/2 stone that I've put on over the past couple of weeks
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As for stats: I'm not going to say it's easy it isn't really, but you just have to not panic.
Speaking of....did you hear the new album. Well...more like unreleased and unfinished tracks. Still, it is a amazing album. It is called 'New Moon'.
Thank you for the support. It is a huge decision that kinda freaks me out. Especially, because we have been talking about our feelings we had for each other.