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Friday Jun 08, 2007

Jun 8, 2007
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I'm so tired. Tired of crying. Tired of being told I'll feel better soon. Tired of not knowing what it is that's making me so utterly unhappy right now. I just want to be held tight, have my hair stroked and know that someone actually, truly cares enough. I feel so lonely...

If anyone knows the way out, let me know as the candle has nearly been extinguished.

I feel it washing over me, the slow poisonous tide.
Pins and needles dance on me.
Sickness undefined.

Now I'm afraid to face the sky.
Please someone hear my haunted cries.

Please let them waken me...

With eyes sewn shut I still can see (I end up somewhere)
All that is surrounding me (Somewhere between)
Between a dream (I end up nowhere)
And motionless reality, will I forever lie?

I feel them binding so smoothly.
I see myself below.
I feel it gnawing, eating me.
Poisonous and slow.

My mind it speeds.
My voice has died.
God let me make the faintest cry.

Please let them waken me...
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littleaardvark:
Stats mostly isn't that bad... as long as you don't mind maths. A lot of what I say about is a bit exagerrated and also because I'm never entirely sure whether I'm on the right track with it. Everytime I think I've done everything I've meant to, I have forgotten something.

Besides, different courses demand different things. Some course seem to have more of an emphasis on qualitative research, although I do believe the British Psychological Society does demand you do stats on all course - psychological research is dominated by null hypothesis statistical testing (which interestingly most of the physical sciences don't touch with a barge pole because it's considered unscientific - go figure). But it's not too bad. You quickly learn how to read the formulas and as long as you don't panic with them you'll be find. I quite liked stats at first because it was quite different.
Jun 10, 2007
quietlythere:
you of course will get a cd or two or three filled with them smile
Jun 11, 2007

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