To see a raven in your dream, symbolizes betrayal, disharmony, misfortune, and death.

Oh great, thanks a lot. Really helps that does Just tell the fucking raven to let go of my bloody toe will you? See? That's what I mean about fucked up dreams. Sodding ravens biting my toes and not letting go! What the hell is going on in my head?

Metaphor for a missing moment
Pull me into your perfect circle

♥ Sold my old phone yesterday. Postal orders should be here tomorrow Spending money for Manchester!!

♥ I appear to have gained a liking for walking at a speedy pace for miles and doing it for an hour. But Jesus Christ do I ache today! I knocked 10 minutes off my time yesterday. I need to get some proper footwear for this as I actually intend to continue this activity on a regular basis. I've surprised the hell out of myself with this sudden burst of exercise. But I'm finding it quite therapeutic, stomping along, cool breeze in my face, clearing my head for an hour. Plus it's free. No membership fees, no monthly direct debit. Just pull on a pair of shoes and stomp out the door for an hour.

♥ I read the funniest book I've read in ages last night. If you haven't read it already, go get a copy of The Pirates! In An Adventure With Scientists by Gideon Defoe. I need to get more of these books.

♥ 5 weeks and 2 days until my birthday. And already I'm being badgered by family asking what I want. An iPod Nano would be nice, as would a pair of GHD's. But I don't think those will be arriving through the letterbox, more than likely it will be Next or M&S vouchers. I do really, really want an iPod though. One to arrive before my actual birthday so that I can fill it with good tunes and take with me on my journey to Manchester. The ones that are tiny and clip onto your belt, not the chunky ones. Something light and easy to transport. Much better than the chunky Discman I have.

♥ I got told today I was withering away Wasting away before their eyes was what Jo at work said. Hahahahaha. Not quite, but with some size 14's now hanging off me, it is a nice feeling to actually have more people at work noticing that I've lost weight. Honestly, how some people can have failed to notice is beyond me (and others). Although you then get the whispered questions as to whether you're ill because of the sudden loss, and "are you intentionally losing weight?". FFS, can't a woman lose weight because she actually WANTS to?? Because she's unhappy with how heavy she's become after having had twins?? Piss off and just be happy for me that I'm finally becoming the old Michelle again. sorry, rant over

♥ I'm off home on Saturday to see my parents for the day I miss my Dad so much sometimes. I miss my Mum too, obviously, but I've always been a Daddy's girl. Just as stubborn as he is too

Family Rant:

I need another walk to clear my head. Shame it's nearly 1am and I'm sat in my PJ's

Go congratulate deadly_photo on getting married!!

Love and kisses
Michelle xx