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Monday Oct 03, 2005

Oct 3, 2005
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buy me a fast car
i have poison in my veins and curry on my tongue
stop writing what you do not know
you are too afraid to ask
and i will not tell you
13 hours of sleep
the dirt sticks where you bleed
its not mud...it smells too clean
my face is cloudy, knees buckled, arms raised...
but not in protest
chaos has tendered my chest
over my heart
and the one thing i love, i cannot have
the bottom of my feet still numb
there is no structure
here we are, our teeth holding on
i can see you smiling i can feel you on my stomach
you're warm
i hurt
disaster aches is places you can't reach
space and ink
if i gave you a shotgun
you'd still be the same
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mrzombie:
fabulous, very interesting words
Oct 4, 2005
widow:
you're probably too busy for this, but that is TOTALLY ok, i dont need your approval, or mind that you are busily not doing anything, im just here because a friend sent me to your journal, and i respect you simply because you are human. thats enough. and so im sitting here, thinking about my next academic article that i must write, and im burned towards wishing i could taste a different flower.

you have needles in your arms
but i dont care
ive got all the love in the world
except for a small soft toy that i used to cherish
there's a lion in that box..or is there?
you have such emotion that its like a newt crapped on its own head biggrin
fire in the hole boys!
insane inside incidently incredible insightful insane
lalalalaa
*dances*
there's a firefly in my pants and its so fascinating how it just keeps on burning - despite its situation
i love newts..or more, i love the word. say it. its fun.
im going to be in my room today, hiding from the world, knowing its beautiful, and that's enough for me.
enough i say.
how nice have enough. its an eastern way of thinking i believe.

[Edited on Oct 21, 2005 9:59PM]
Oct 20, 2005

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