snow

she broke her foot on the goddamn chocolate
i had heart palpatations till 5am
i took a bath alone in the dark
you were there but your face yelled back
ice water
it is the only thing that i can dream about
spit on my face and i'll hit you again
next time
next time
i hate your tattoos

and here i am. sitting on the bed. siren is.....sleeping or ???? filled with chocolate chip cookies. the lights are going to melt me. out of the house, 20 miles from home. it seems so far, and i feel so lost. dude makes good tacos. strawberry lemonade with vodka. drunk...too drunk to call. we are monsters.