so apparently i am drunk.
and i am not toned enough?!? not fit enough or some crap for tour. this is completely fucked up. i weigh fucking 90 lbs right now because i am not eating and i am dancing all the time. so who in their right mind says i am not in shape and i need to work out more! i fucking hate my life right now. maybe i am just drunk, but all i really want to do is take this gun and put it in my mouth and shoot myself in the fucking head. maybe my brains will look better on the table than in my head. or at least they will feel better. i am sure by morning, i will feel okay, but right now the crown royal and my life are pushing me over the edge. bleh. bleh. bleh.
how beautiful is pavement??? still......fucking 7 years later....i still listen to pavement...."the world's collide, but all that i want is a shady lane"
and i am not toned enough?!? not fit enough or some crap for tour. this is completely fucked up. i weigh fucking 90 lbs right now because i am not eating and i am dancing all the time. so who in their right mind says i am not in shape and i need to work out more! i fucking hate my life right now. maybe i am just drunk, but all i really want to do is take this gun and put it in my mouth and shoot myself in the fucking head. maybe my brains will look better on the table than in my head. or at least they will feel better. i am sure by morning, i will feel okay, but right now the crown royal and my life are pushing me over the edge. bleh. bleh. bleh.
how beautiful is pavement??? still......fucking 7 years later....i still listen to pavement...."the world's collide, but all that i want is a shady lane"
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theanimal777:
what fool said you need to tone up for the tour. i will go crazy on them.
fu:
Easy.