snow

it hasn't snowed this much since i left for tour, so that was some time ago. i left the house yesterday for the first time in over a week. i live in this small town just north of Portland. there isn't too much here, no bars, no nightlife, no friends. i walk to the vietnamese market to get tofu everyday and a tiger beer. i'm not really sure what i do or how i pass the time, but it just happens.
i ran into someone yesterday at the store, i was buying a dave matthew's cd for my mother. i think they were a member on here...and i'm sorry if i seemed like a snob. i think you asked me if i was miss Snow, and i said of course i am. you just stood there and stared at me. "why are you here?" well i live here, where else should i be? "but here? did you grow up here? why are you here?" haha, i told you it was quiet and i blushed because i am so shy. i guess you must have expected me to be somewhere else. "oh, well i really like your sets, i can't believe i found you here." so sorry if i reacted weird, but i don't really go out much and when someone knows who i am it makes me uncomfortable, but i feel a little proud. i wouldn't be red in the cheeks if it didn't get me a little excited. sometimes it just feels good to know that someone notices...your words, your eyes, the way you express yourself to the world.
i spend this time alone, hoping that something great will come out of me.