i want to dance again. it hasn't crossed my mind in years, since i quit the tour...3 years ago? or was it 4, 5? i don't remember. you wait your whole life to live your dream and then you give it up, for no reason...or you give it up for the wrong reason. sometimes things happen so fast that you can't even comprehend what has happened to you. i would give anything to go back and do the right thing. now i have nothing except regret. it stings. i suppose it is never too late. i thought maybe i was too old at 28, but fuck that.
blah blah blah. so enough sitting around feeling sorry for myself, it drains me. i've been sick and really uncomfortable. i like being able to read all day and lounge around the house in my underwear. smoke a clove and drink a glass of milk. i would like to travel soon, just drive around the country and take pictures. next summer i would like to go to rome, maybe by myself. i have the sudden urge to be around a lot of people, strangers, beautiful women, talkative men. i don't want to end.
blah blah blah. so enough sitting around feeling sorry for myself, it drains me. i've been sick and really uncomfortable. i like being able to read all day and lounge around the house in my underwear. smoke a clove and drink a glass of milk. i would like to travel soon, just drive around the country and take pictures. next summer i would like to go to rome, maybe by myself. i have the sudden urge to be around a lot of people, strangers, beautiful women, talkative men. i don't want to end.
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maiwan:
fuck art lets dance! mwah, thats what i think you should do. If you wanna do it, do it. I love burlesque, ive done a few shows myself and oh my oh my what good times, its the best adrenaline rush ever! i saw your set on the first tour dvd, you were hot! morrrrrrrrrrre!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mwah ha ha.
julliette:
snow is old school. represent!