snow

fuck. i feel so good and it is saturday night, i want to go out...i got all sexxxified, damn i look good. oh wait, everyone is working, no one wants to hang out! fuck you! i need a new girlfriend, or several. i seriously have nobody to hang out with. it isn't like i go out all the time, i actually have been at home for months. i just need that girl who wants to bake cookies, make clothes with me, cuddle, talk shit about people, go hang out and flirt madly in our miniskirts. my friends are all gone, it makes me so sad. i feel like once i decided to get sober (or 90% sober) people assume that all i want to do is sit in a rocking chair and knit vests or something. screw that, i'm going out by myself.

move to portland! then we can go have picnics and rent movies and make-out. do i have to beg?