snow

and out of nowhere i feel the need to be dancing again in front of 3000 people
and i don't want to be alone
i want a plane ticket and a random destination
a hotel with a down comforter and a $42 a day room service tab
because 42 is the perfect number
someone to whisper in my ear "goddamn"
one friend who doesn't move away
the potential to not overdose
candycanes on my arms and you to hold me when it rains