snlchick_ms

Hi everyone! It seems like my blogs on here are getting to be less and less. It's a shame. However, as busy as I've been, I only get on briefly to check out the new sets and that's about it.

I'm finally all settled in, most of the boxes are unpacked. I've got almost all my pictures hung on the walls. Which trying to figure out where to hang all my pictures in my one little room has been hard. My walls are now totally full. Still have no idea what I'm going to do with all of my other movie posters that are not framed. I'll take pictures soon and post.

I'm having so so so much fun living here. It's fantastic. I've become quite the bar slut. But, we all knew it would happen before I moved. I'm there almost every night that they are opened. I just love it, especially since I'm starting to become friends with everyone there. However, I've started getting the nice reputation of being a player. As we are getting together to watch the new episodes of The L Word, everyone keeps telling me that I'm so Shane....it's humorous.

It's getting to where I meet and end up kissing on a different girl almost every night I'm there. One of the owners kinda jokes with me that she likes to keep an eye on me since I'm where all the women seem to flock to. I kinda like it but in a way, with the girl I'm interested in, I don't like that. I think she is scared to be with me because I am with a different girl all the time. However, I since she won't give me the say that we are going to be together, then why should I act like I'm in a relationship if I'm not. Why not have fun? She gets back into town after being away for a month on Wednesday. Maybe I'll have some kind of an answer when I see her again. Who knows....

My New Year was amazing!! We went to the bar of course. We drank and danced all night. I was pleasently surprised to see *M* show up (that first girl that I wanted to be with so bad but couldn't). She never comes out anymore, but she did. I loved it because I am still very much sexually attracted to her, but the feelings I had other than that are now gone pretty much. I found a little cutie and was dancing and kissing on her, and *M* was so fucking jealous. She even at one point pulled me to the side in a hug and said "You know I still fucking want you more than ever..." I replied back, "I know, but you could have had me and you know that. You can't wait forever."

So, here's a couple of pics to end the blog. I'm waiting to get the copies of the ones taken at the bar. They are great and I'll post more later. Anyway, I hope you all are having a wonderful new year as well!