Well, this week has been an interesting week. Ups, downs, confusions all in one....
First off some things that made me happy or giggle this week. I found out that they finally released the date for the last Harry Potter book. YIPPEE! You all know that I'm a huge Potter dork. Anyway, it is called "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows" and is to be released midnight July 21st. And you all should know that I will more than likely be there at midnight to get my copy. So excited....
The other night at work, I had this one lady come up to me asking a question about her phone. I answered the very stupid question and she looks at me and says "You seem nice." I put on one of my very fake smiles and say thanks.... She then says "You must be a Christian." I just kind of give her a look. Then she proceeds "Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior?" I was thinking what the hell?!?! She ended up leaving a small salvation guide for me.
I wish she would have caught me off the clock to where I could have freely expressed myself. But no....I had to just bite my tongue. First off, it's none of her fucking business. Second, I wish I could have hissed at her while flicking my tongue and proclaimed to know Satan personally and finished by spitting on her salvation guide. It is those types that make people run away from any type of religion. Don't force your religion on ANYONE! It is their decision to make not yours. I hate when people do that. GRRR....
OK, and another thing. I don't understand people at all. I have recently had a friend who wanted us to drop all contact with each other. We got into some stupid drama and I was fine with that. In fact he said some really hurtful things so it suited me just fine to cut ties with him. Well, he now kind of acts like there was nothing wrong whatsoever. In fact, talking about doing something together. I don't understand. I thought no contact meant no contact. And after all the hurtful things, how am I suppose to just forget everything?!? I'm no longer the best friend. He wanted to throw that away...SO, all night long I've beem making a face similar to this....
So who knows what it is all about.....I just know I'm not ready to go back into all the drama envolved. I've been content for now. Yes, a part of me has missed him, but the things he said was a bullet straight through my heart. He attacked my character of all things and that's just something I can't forget too easily. I might could deal if there was an apology in there somewhere, but knowing him, I will never get that in a sincere form.
Well, enough for the blah ranting.....maybe things will be better next week. We'll see what's in store I guess......
First off some things that made me happy or giggle this week. I found out that they finally released the date for the last Harry Potter book. YIPPEE! You all know that I'm a huge Potter dork. Anyway, it is called "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows" and is to be released midnight July 21st. And you all should know that I will more than likely be there at midnight to get my copy. So excited....
The other night at work, I had this one lady come up to me asking a question about her phone. I answered the very stupid question and she looks at me and says "You seem nice." I put on one of my very fake smiles and say thanks.... She then says "You must be a Christian." I just kind of give her a look. Then she proceeds "Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior?" I was thinking what the hell?!?! She ended up leaving a small salvation guide for me.
I wish she would have caught me off the clock to where I could have freely expressed myself. But no....I had to just bite my tongue. First off, it's none of her fucking business. Second, I wish I could have hissed at her while flicking my tongue and proclaimed to know Satan personally and finished by spitting on her salvation guide. It is those types that make people run away from any type of religion. Don't force your religion on ANYONE! It is their decision to make not yours. I hate when people do that. GRRR....
OK, and another thing. I don't understand people at all. I have recently had a friend who wanted us to drop all contact with each other. We got into some stupid drama and I was fine with that. In fact he said some really hurtful things so it suited me just fine to cut ties with him. Well, he now kind of acts like there was nothing wrong whatsoever. In fact, talking about doing something together. I don't understand. I thought no contact meant no contact. And after all the hurtful things, how am I suppose to just forget everything?!? I'm no longer the best friend. He wanted to throw that away...SO, all night long I've beem making a face similar to this....
So who knows what it is all about.....I just know I'm not ready to go back into all the drama envolved. I've been content for now. Yes, a part of me has missed him, but the things he said was a bullet straight through my heart. He attacked my character of all things and that's just something I can't forget too easily. I might could deal if there was an apology in there somewhere, but knowing him, I will never get that in a sincere form.
Well, enough for the blah ranting.....maybe things will be better next week. We'll see what's in store I guess......
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I can't seem to get myself to be mean to crazy religious people!