I just let all of my rage and hostility out.......
The person in which I have been talking about the past couple of days just messaged me after telling me the other night that we are to have NO contact whatsoever.
He wanted to know if my friends were mad at him. I told him that I wasn't sure but that I thought they had every right to be. How he made them to look as if they betrayed me. So after I got to telling him all this on Yahoo messanger, he decides that he doesn't want to talk about it any longer and signs off.
This just pissed me off more. Don't get me started if you don't want to hear it. So, I sat down and sent him a long message saying everything that I have been wanting to say. After I was finished, I realized how mad I really am....I didn't curse once in it. That says a lot.
I debated for a little bit on if I really wanted to send it or not. But, I thought he should know how I feel. I think I feel better now, at least for a little bit. I hate that I had to lash out at what used to be a really good friend. But, don't lie and make my friends look horrible and then think that I'm going to be nice. It doesn't work like that......
Ok, and now after this, I promise that I will try to start being somewhat nice when I blog and leave this anger and drama shit alone. Wish me luck that all of this will be over with now.