I swear the last couple of days have been a rollercoaster of emotions. I'm so relieved that it's over now. I've talked to everyone and I have now realized who was to blame for all my stress.
It makes me so frustrated that this one person tried to make me think that my friends would betray me in such a horrific way.
I just could not understand it at the time. I was mad and angry almost all day until I finally got the opportunity to talk it out with them and hear the REAL side of things. To Orange_Lily, I'm so sorry I ever doubted you today. I can't believe that I even considered you doing such a thing. I love that you are my friend and that you were just trying to make things better. I LOVE YOU!
So, in better news.....my current crush today informed me to be sure to go to Poetry.com and check out his poems that he has on there. I was sooo swooning and sighing. They were great, but then again, I'm such a sucker for poetry. Also, kinda proud of myself, I finally got some balls and sent him my number and invited him to do something sometime. Those who know me personally knows this is a good step for me. I normally wait for the guy to make the first move. Anyway, that's the update for now....All the drama is gone and I can finally relax and a little.
It makes me so frustrated that this one person tried to make me think that my friends would betray me in such a horrific way.
I just could not understand it at the time. I was mad and angry almost all day until I finally got the opportunity to talk it out with them and hear the REAL side of things. To Orange_Lily, I'm so sorry I ever doubted you today. I can't believe that I even considered you doing such a thing. I love that you are my friend and that you were just trying to make things better. I LOVE YOU!
So, in better news.....my current crush today informed me to be sure to go to Poetry.com and check out his poems that he has on there. I was sooo swooning and sighing. They were great, but then again, I'm such a sucker for poetry. Also, kinda proud of myself, I finally got some balls and sent him my number and invited him to do something sometime. Those who know me personally knows this is a good step for me. I normally wait for the guy to make the first move. Anyway, that's the update for now....All the drama is gone and I can finally relax and a little.
I am soooooooooo proud of you for sending him your number!! That rocks! He's a cute, dorky, straight scorpio! That's a great combo! And, holy fuck, do I know you usually wait for the guy to make the first move. I still get a little quesy every time I smell Subway.
Love you!!
[[Ha! Have you seen on the news that everyone is upset about a Pleasures billboard that shows 2 sets of feet sticking out from under a blanket? I hate ALABAMA!]]