Happy New Years Eve Everyone!!!
We still have an hour till the big boom here on my side of the world.
And you wonder why I am not at some BIG party?
Wasn't invited, period.
I called every one of my friends who promised to party it up tonight with me and every single one of them found a better reason not to.
I could say that I am hurt and mad at all of them but what would it prove? Nothing.
It's sad though that nobody invited me along when they all know I'm alone on a night every one is celebrating and I really wanted to have fun too.
I've had this night planned a couple months in advance with a few of them.
I guess I feel more letdown than anything, and the fact they made it a point to go to better parties or whatever is kind of an eye opener.
It's not like I want to write them off or stop talking to them but maybe I should have a different view on who they really are and how they see me as a person to just blow me off like that.
Maybe I need to meet new friends as well, I keep myself in a tight circle of people I have known for a long time and don't seem to get out much.
Oh well ,shit happens right.
I know all the nice people I have met here this year make up for all the morons around here lately. Thanks guys, your the best and you make me smile!
So I went and bought a couple Bacardi Strawberry's ( bitch beers) and settled down to watch the new Land of the Lost (corny film) and Suicide Girls; Italian Villa.
Who wants to party anyway when you can watch HOT SG's getting naked!
It was definitely a great movie and I know I will be watching it again and again.
It also gave some great insight for my next set's on posing properly and how to strip slowly in front of the camera.
I can't wait to try some of it with my own style, it's going to be so much fun.
Well, I suppose I'm going to bed early since there's nothing else to do.
Peace Out SG, Love You All !!!
We still have an hour till the big boom here on my side of the world.
And you wonder why I am not at some BIG party?
Wasn't invited, period.
I called every one of my friends who promised to party it up tonight with me and every single one of them found a better reason not to.
I could say that I am hurt and mad at all of them but what would it prove? Nothing.
It's sad though that nobody invited me along when they all know I'm alone on a night every one is celebrating and I really wanted to have fun too.
I've had this night planned a couple months in advance with a few of them.
I guess I feel more letdown than anything, and the fact they made it a point to go to better parties or whatever is kind of an eye opener.
It's not like I want to write them off or stop talking to them but maybe I should have a different view on who they really are and how they see me as a person to just blow me off like that.
Maybe I need to meet new friends as well, I keep myself in a tight circle of people I have known for a long time and don't seem to get out much.
Oh well ,shit happens right.
I know all the nice people I have met here this year make up for all the morons around here lately. Thanks guys, your the best and you make me smile!
So I went and bought a couple Bacardi Strawberry's ( bitch beers) and settled down to watch the new Land of the Lost (corny film) and Suicide Girls; Italian Villa.
Who wants to party anyway when you can watch HOT SG's getting naked!
It was definitely a great movie and I know I will be watching it again and again.
It also gave some great insight for my next set's on posing properly and how to strip slowly in front of the camera.
I can't wait to try some of it with my own style, it's going to be so much fun.
Well, I suppose I'm going to bed early since there's nothing else to do.
Peace Out SG, Love You All !!!
Meeting you this past year was definitely one of the best experiences I had in 2009. I don't know if your knowing that makes a dent in your feelings of being left out, but I wanted to tell you anyway.
Have the best 2010. I'm looking forward to strengthening our friendship. I never want you out of my life regardless of the situation I may find myself in.