So my last blog made mention of me not being happy at my job anymore...
man is that ever the case now!!!
Now I got some new bitch trying to get me booted cause her nose is so brown from shoving it up the managers ass it trails up her forehead.
I work my ever loving butt off for this place and she has the audacity to say I'm not pulling my weight around there, you want to talk about RAGING I am soooo mad I'm ready to blow GRRRRR
And then my boss started in on me not being as passionate or loving my job anymore and so I straight up told her how I was feeling about it.
Hey, she's the one who asked I was just waiting for the opening...
I literally feel STUCK in one place around there!
Where the hell is the education for my career I asked her, and plain and simple I am burned out tired of it.
And what do I get???
"oh, we don't want to put training into someone who is not happy with their job"
WHATTTT!!!
I've been here 3 years striving to earn my education and people who have been there maybe 8 months are doing everything I should be and I do love my job just not happy with the totem pole status thing and people playing favoritism with the staff.
I believe in treating your employees all the same and give credit where it is do.
I understand there will be ones who have more experience than me but how am I going to learn if not given the chance at all?
In the next 2 years I should have been able to challenge the state test to get my tech license but I am so far behind on ECT hours it will never happen.
It will take another 2 more to make up for it, I just want to SCREAM!!!!
Needless to say I took the rest of the day off to cope and not have to work all teary eyed.
I haven't been this emotional for a very long time.
Usually I always am the tough one who deals well but I didn't know how upset I was going to be over this one.
I really do care about my job and am so angry other people can't see that about me.
I wouldn't be there if I didn't love it, that's how I am I have to truly care about something for me to want
to progress with it.
What do you call that, hmmmm, I don't know but I know there is an expression for it somewhere.
Oh yea, that's it...
It has to be worth my time to want it so badly.
Sometime thinking like this has bitten me in the ass but my nature won't change for some reason!
OHHHH, I am so tired of stress!!!
man is that ever the case now!!!
Now I got some new bitch trying to get me booted cause her nose is so brown from shoving it up the managers ass it trails up her forehead.
I work my ever loving butt off for this place and she has the audacity to say I'm not pulling my weight around there, you want to talk about RAGING I am soooo mad I'm ready to blow GRRRRR
And then my boss started in on me not being as passionate or loving my job anymore and so I straight up told her how I was feeling about it.
Hey, she's the one who asked I was just waiting for the opening...
I literally feel STUCK in one place around there!
Where the hell is the education for my career I asked her, and plain and simple I am burned out tired of it.
And what do I get???
"oh, we don't want to put training into someone who is not happy with their job"
WHATTTT!!!
I've been here 3 years striving to earn my education and people who have been there maybe 8 months are doing everything I should be and I do love my job just not happy with the totem pole status thing and people playing favoritism with the staff.
I believe in treating your employees all the same and give credit where it is do.
I understand there will be ones who have more experience than me but how am I going to learn if not given the chance at all?
In the next 2 years I should have been able to challenge the state test to get my tech license but I am so far behind on ECT hours it will never happen.
It will take another 2 more to make up for it, I just want to SCREAM!!!!
Needless to say I took the rest of the day off to cope and not have to work all teary eyed.
I haven't been this emotional for a very long time.
Usually I always am the tough one who deals well but I didn't know how upset I was going to be over this one.
I really do care about my job and am so angry other people can't see that about me.
I wouldn't be there if I didn't love it, that's how I am I have to truly care about something for me to want
to progress with it.
What do you call that, hmmmm, I don't know but I know there is an expression for it somewhere.
Oh yea, that's it...
It has to be worth my time to want it so badly.
Sometime thinking like this has bitten me in the ass but my nature won't change for some reason!
OHHHH, I am so tired of stress!!!
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I'm just lucky I have the best cast in the world. Wonderful people to work with. The crew is awesome as well, just the designer and the directors...who did cast himself as the main part are not sooooo lovely at all.
Anyway even with 15h days I try to make them the best possible opportunity!
Talk soon!
xxx