So my excitement for my new set is of course sky high, I'm sure we all know that lol!
It totally motivated my mind to such creativeness that I can't stop thinking about
doing more set's and how fun I can make them!!!
My brain is filled to the brim lol
Otherwise life is great and work has been very hard lately, kinda sounds odd how I say that.
I guess I have not been letting job stress affect me as I have before, you know constantly wondering how shitty the next day will be.
I realized something today when I left work, I love my job but I'm burnt out on it!
I'm not getting the experience I wanted there and I feel stuck at level that I never see myself rising above even though I strive harder every day to do so.
Feel like I've been put on the back burner as you would put it.
I also find myself thinking maybe this career is not for me even though I am passionate about what it includes,
loving and caring for animals which has always been my biggest weakness.
Kinda made me sad to a point to think I have worked so hard to just want to let it all go like that.
But if I am not happy why continue to make myself miserable.
SG has been such a refresher and has really inspired me to look more in to what I really want in life.
It's made me look further beyond what my world holds and believe me there a lot of surprises out there and scary stuff too lol.
I felt kinda sheltered in my little home town.
Ohhh, that's a whole different story, I need to get the hell out of this place someday very soon!!!
Was supposed to move to Cali but things just didn't work out with the Ex.
Oh well, enough rambling on for me life happens
Peace Out People
It totally motivated my mind to such creativeness that I can't stop thinking about
doing more set's and how fun I can make them!!!
My brain is filled to the brim lol
Otherwise life is great and work has been very hard lately, kinda sounds odd how I say that.
I guess I have not been letting job stress affect me as I have before, you know constantly wondering how shitty the next day will be.
I realized something today when I left work, I love my job but I'm burnt out on it!
I'm not getting the experience I wanted there and I feel stuck at level that I never see myself rising above even though I strive harder every day to do so.
Feel like I've been put on the back burner as you would put it.
I also find myself thinking maybe this career is not for me even though I am passionate about what it includes,
loving and caring for animals which has always been my biggest weakness.
Kinda made me sad to a point to think I have worked so hard to just want to let it all go like that.
But if I am not happy why continue to make myself miserable.
SG has been such a refresher and has really inspired me to look more in to what I really want in life.
It's made me look further beyond what my world holds and believe me there a lot of surprises out there and scary stuff too lol.
I felt kinda sheltered in my little home town.
Ohhh, that's a whole different story, I need to get the hell out of this place someday very soon!!!
Was supposed to move to Cali but things just didn't work out with the Ex.
Oh well, enough rambling on for me life happens
Peace Out People
Hope you are well. Sounds like your new set is gonna be wicked! Cannot wait to see it!
I totally understand you with your work. It sometimes feels like it, doesn't it?! I hope you'll find it fun soon enough again, or find something that does make you happy!
xxx