sneakypie

HINT: 'THBPT' FEATURES PROMINENTLY IN THIS WHOLE EPISODE.


yesterday was a bad day that turned out...better in the end. first off, i missed my dynamics test. NOT GOOD, FOLKS! and why? because my fridge went bad, and i ate my pork leftovers and got...very sick. when somebody asked me "which kind of sick?" i replied "double feature!" that's how everyone likes to start their day. luckily i was able to notify my teacher of this before classtime, so it didn't look like i was skippin'. being sick like that leaves you exhausted. oh, and i should probably mention i hadn't gone to bed for about 3 days running before that.

went out back, talked on the phone with oster, vented about rhi. i like being able to vent about people, because after i do i feel much more charitable towards them. a lot of my day-to-day beefs with someone are usually bullshit anyways, but i have to hear myself say it out loud before i recognize it as such. so i cried, thought more about letting go. he was helpful, though, and we made a goal to get me through the day. which was good, because i felt pretty low. i packed a lot of stuff up, and i was glad that i didn't come across my knife while i was doing so. i realize that sounds scary, and i'm sorry. don't worry too much about it. i've still never cut myself or self-abused, besides bulimia.

but wait! we're getting to the good part.

so i went and picked up my keys, and went to my new place. o, it is a beautiful palace spun of froth and dream, and i am its sugar-princess.
the linoleum is a soft glowing white in the kitchen, with pink outline squares, and our countertops are white with delicate pink nautical stars. we got a unit without carpet, because both lauren and i hate it, and so i danced through our rooms on hardwood floors. i did tourjetes, pirouettes en dehors, sautes, scissons, cabrioles. i sat in our tub. it's nice and deep! i admired our closets without fear of monsters inside them. i saw myself in a full-length mirror for the first time this summer. i raised all the blinds [broke the ones in my room, whoops.] i looked through each of the three little windows in the door. and what was waiting for me in the fridge? a refreshing diet ginger ale. i drank deep and belched satisfyingly.

i brought rhi over to see it, and she noted that i have an emo bathroom! [it's pink and black.] our shower doors have swans frosted on them. pure class, i tell you. i tried all the water, too. i like the way it falls from the faucet, no spray, just a thick, cylindrical stream. it feels heavy and soft on your fingertips.

and then i went to see carl, cuz it was his birthday! everyone there found out that they knew each other in ways they hadn't known before. that sounds confusing. but it went along the lines of: "oh, you mean she's THAT katey? from last year? i had no idea, i knew her through [jerk]'s roomate!" "gasp, NO! that's the one she made out with!" "but then she's the one who liked you last year!" "yes, except she was dating [other jerk]!" "wait, not [other jerk]? he liked me and i thought he was the devil!" "well, you were right! he's the reason we stopped being friends!" "yes, and i went on to date [suckface]."
whole room: "OOOOHHHHHH!!!"

keep in mind that at regular intervals parts of the room would burst into song. sometimes...extremely retarded song. there was disney sing-along, i won't try to hide it. (even if rhiannon thinks i should.)

and so, it was a good night, and hope was restored. today i move some more things to the new place!