snarky

You need to stop caring so much what others think about you, validation is addictive but stupid, like every other addictive thing, so snap the bloody hell out of it and think about things for a couple of seconds. You just get so much into everything, that's why it affects you so much. It's great to love people and have things and goals and shit but if you don't begin to detach yourself from stuff you're in for a rough time, and that applies to ice cream as well as pseudo relationships like ours, or the dress you'll be wearing next tuesday, nothing is so important that it can't wait, so tragic that the world will stop turning or so wonderful nothing else matters.

Second, I would never put my shit into a moving engine. I'm a guy, engines move. That completely destroys the second statement. The third one's not even properly written so I won't bother to even think of an answer.

At some point you and I are going to have a talk, by the way.

Well let me tell you you are beautiful.

Love you wifey

xo

i got a lil too sauced last night and decided work wasnt for me. so ill have a lame friday too!
cant wait to see the new shoot.

I will talk to you on here. I have to be at work at like 6. So I am going to get ready and take a shower, and shave my testicles.

I love you baby doll, and I will try to call you once I get home.

I haven't been home since yesterday.

Love you wifey

seriously i guess we will have to work in sex toy shops like all the other freaks or the apple store...

DAMN OUR OPTIONS!

I had a nose bleed at 2am. That was kind of interesting but mostly just gross.

Well I have AT&T so I will get a new phone with them.

All I did was work, work was ok I guess, my job sucks. I'm getting ready to feed my chinchilla and try to finish up the rest of the journals.

maybe not being able to sleep for a good reason, i.e. all excited about shooting a new set, is a good thing. your mind's all kinda whirring around and who knows, you might get some of your best ideas that way. there's probably a whole bunch o' psychology about getting closer to your subconscious or id or ego or whatever when you're not sleeping or semi-asleep or something, and that might just fire your imagination in new and creative ways and you'll jump out of bed at 4 in the morning and frantically scribble some notes. or am i just talking shit 'cause i've had too many panic attacks today and dosed myself up on tranqs. who can say. who cares. but anyway i'm really really crossing all my fingers (and i can actually do that) that you have a fun and cool time when you get your set done. i, along with a large portion of the interweb it seems, are certainly looking forward to seeing it. but as long as you have fun. that's what i hope the most.

I like it here too. i'm hoping to meet some crazy people to chill with

yeah and I am sure they love you as I do
my wonderful wifey

glad to be here

I cant wait to make love to my wifey when i get back to texas..

xo

So you found a photographer I expect?

that is great, i hope the photographer does a great job.

happy thanksgiving

how so?