snapdragonpoppy

I am glad to be home, I like to have a mini adventure once and a while, but it's always good to get home.

Sooooooo excited for a costume party! I live for costume events. I wish I knew of more people willing to have costume parties all year around, Just good clean fun. Lots of booz, good friends, silly shananigins, what more does a girl need?

I don't know why exactly it's comforting to do so, but I send these things out in to the internet. I will make an effort not to be so hermit-y. It is oddly helpfull to treat these social pages like a diary. Strange, sudo social.... Things realy arn't so bad, in fact I'm ok.

I'm tired. I'm frustrated, I'm working on my issues, I'm a self defeatist, I'm pretty, I'm hungry, I'm not having any fun, I'm going to the gym, I'm working hard in school, I'm not going to have dreams not ful filled. I'm contradictory, I'm young, I'm not all that bad. I'm having a dificult time. I'm just wanting to get some stuff out right now.

money is tight and I think I may be traped at home for a while, no gas$ no fun budget. Hopefully temporary.

I had my surgery on thursday and I think I am doing prety good, I'll post later I gottta go prop my feet up .

This has been a rough week but the short version is that my husband and I are having a rough time right now. again, and for once I feel like I wasn't instigating, I love him and I am worried about his health. we have been making each other nuts as of late, it makes me wonder all sorts of things.

Well If any one is realy interested I have posted about my upcomming surgery in several threds. unfortunatly camping is off and the date has been pushed back to the 5th but at least I will have the Dr. I want and I might have a better chance of loosing some weight before i go in.

I am having a procedure on the 21st I am praying it goes well and that I will be able to make it through camping, I'm going to have to play this by ear.
I don't know how to tell people, It's personal, I think I am going to wait to see how it all goes I'll tell when I'm redy. I just want to...
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tonight my baby brother is graduating from high school! man that makes me feel old.

family visiting and celebration tonight.