hi all it's going to get a lot weirder in here soon, see below and enjoy.
I've been tagged by ghastly
7 Things to do before I die:
1. travel, every where that seams interesting, and that's more than 7 places
2.have a new car, not just another new/ used one.
3.find a job that makes money and is interesting
4. have a kid
5....
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I've been tagged by ghastly
7 Things to do before I die:
1. travel, every where that seams interesting, and that's more than 7 places
2.have a new car, not just another new/ used one.
3.find a job that makes money and is interesting
4. have a kid
5....
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chipawah:
That's like way too much thinking to sit down and have to figure all that out. lol
well not much news just ssdd I can't even think of any thing to say, wich is funny because I almoste always have some kind of greviance or small victory. oh well no news is good news, or maybe I'm just tired of burdening you fine people of internetland with my sad little darmmas.
I hope all of you are well, i think i'll go...
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manna:
nah, not sick. sometimes hearing that other people's lives are more fucked up then mine makes me not feel so bad about all of my problems. to each their own, right?
chipawah:
Chances are that market is already cornered. But, I'm thinking.. Stuffed animals need to be exploited.. They're evil with those beady eyes and string thin smiles!
just sitting here mopen around and it dawned on me perhaps stuff can wait, like mabe I should just stick around and see what unfolds. on the other hand life is short and before you know it I'll wake up and be old and have spent my whole life in a very small town and never had a girlfriend and I'll always be working and... Read More
chipawah:
All I can say. Is try your best to get things done while you're young. Else you will wake up and come to realize. You're working just to pay bills. Something about waiting until one is 65 to enjoy the world is a sad sad image I hate to think about and yet.. Know well that's what is in store for me. 
hafu:
what i think is going on is that you are waiting for "that next big thing".
i was doing that too. and i really cant say how to fix that odd feeling.
i was doing that too. and i really cant say how to fix that odd feeling.
so out of sorts latly. thinking of moving, don't know yet. i cant say for sure. i feel so lost of late. gonna log out now. 
to all who are being so suportive
i feel so lost of late. gonna log out now. to all who are being so suportive
gosharkz:
I just read back. hang in there.
today has been intp for interesting, My husband has signed us up for counceling, cleaned the house, tonight he will cook dinner and my partner at work is coersing me to joint surf porn with him. now the last one is more of a reocurrer than the first three. thank god i'm only working a half day. i think it would behoov me to get...
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I just wonder how much a person can take.
it's weird how you wish for something awfull, realy bad terrable awful and if even for one second. life was going well and now the terrable thing has happened so I kind of got the guilt, i know it's silly to think bad thoughts can bring about any action but wow this is coincidental, the thought...
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it's weird how you wish for something awfull, realy bad terrable awful and if even for one second. life was going well and now the terrable thing has happened so I kind of got the guilt, i know it's silly to think bad thoughts can bring about any action but wow this is coincidental, the thought...
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chipawah:
If the bar hadn't been so high up.. I may have just been up there. But, lucky me that there wasn't any music being played. 
Don't know what to say about your husband. Other than kick him in the shin and tell him to get his act together.
Don't know what to say about your husband. Other than kick him in the shin and tell him to get his act together.
whoa that saved a bunch of time and unnessary words. boy it's good to be so expressive.
snapdragonpoppy:
wow it's so wonderfull to finaly have a good shift at work. stuff has just been all out of wack and it feelt good to just have some laughs and go home tired, but not grumpy for a change.
ok I'm done with the cheeezzz factory.
ok I'm done with the cheeezzz factory.
whoa that saved a bunch of time and unnessary words. boy it's good to be so expressive.
today hasn't sucked at all realy, so i guess you' call it a good one. the funny thing is that when a person gets so wrapped up in the small stuff the bigger picture is lost so al though I won't say i'm great i am working on wresteling my deamons and ican now decisivly say today dosn't suck.
yea me progress.
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chipawah:
Today really sucked for me.. 7-11's slurpee machine was broken.
Good to see you're getting things in order. Nothing more annoying than getting behind on anything. Specially important stuff. Big or small.
Good to see you're getting things in order. Nothing more annoying than getting behind on anything. Specially important stuff. Big or small.
chipawah:
Well, one good thing about those 7-11's.. They're numerous! So, when one is down ya just mosey on over to another. 
hi all, it's been a trying period recently, I started cutting again. it;s odd, i know but i'v been so stressed ad I'm afraid i may have been acting out in other ways too. I know it's realy lame to be on the internet and doing the listening to Garbage and confessing thing. I just get so....like in my head some times.realy i mean that...
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